Showing posts with label pitty party. Show all posts
Showing posts with label pitty party. Show all posts

Friday, October 24, 2008

I am hoping...

I am struggling.

I am not a crier, yet that is all I want to do.
If I am awake I find myself close to tears.
I find myself not wanting to get dressed.
I find myself alone, though I am not...
I find myself not wanting to do what I usually enjoy.
I find myself awake at 3am not being able to sleep.
I find myself confused.

I don't like change, right now I feel a change that is tugging on me.
Is it the seasons? Is it the worry of a child not happy?
Is it normal?

Will this too pass like the clouds?