O.K. maybe that isn't the right title for this blog...
I love my husband, Kirk.
We like I am sure most couples have had our ups and downs.
Some downs have been really bad.
But right now we are on a HUGE up.Kirk's mom passed away when he was in High School.
She must have been an amazing lady, because her children are good people.
Their father was out of their lives from the time Kirk was young. Kirk has taught his kids to work hard and play hard too.
Sometimes maybe he has played to hard :-)
It has never been uncommon for us to take vacations with out the other one. I will go and spend a month or two in Arizona with my family or he will be on a float or dive trip for several weeks.
Right now he is floating the Colorado River/Grand Canyon.
Normally, I would be celebrating my time alone, clean house, not having to cook and all that stuff.
But, this time is SO DIFFERENT...
I feel completely alone.
I found myself crying to sleep last night.
I DON'T DO THAT!
I am missing HIM...
maybe, just maybe I am understanding that deep love that I always wanted to have.
You know, the kind your read about in books.
The happily ever after...